Once upon a time, I heard the following piece of advice in a YouTube video:
Make goals that [REDACTED] scare you.
I’ve made a goal for myself for 2026, and it’s absolutely terrifying (at least to me).
There is a certain artist I always admired (I’m still a bit embarrassed to mention their name, so I’ll refrain from it for now). By the end of the year I want to race past that person and draw something better than they could.
Is it realistic? Probably, absolutely, certainly, definitely not. But I’m going to try anyway. I always undershoot my goals by a lot, so the only way I’m going to see significant improvement in my drawing skills is if my goals are ridiculous.
I’ll be practicing daily and posting it here, and someone please yell at me if I don’t or if this sketchbook starts devolving into random nonsense (that’s what my other sketchbook is for).
There is only one drawing that’s fitting to represent this post, so let’s start the year by introducing my greatest obsession and worst enemy:
I’ll spare you the details, but for various reasons this drawing is very important to me. What you see above is a WIP version of my 6th attempt at this specific drawing, with attempt 1 starting at the end of 2022 (don’t ask what happened to the first 5 attempts). I’m honestly sick of this and want to finally finish it. I started this specific attempt on 2026-01-01, and I will post a finished version by 2026-01-19 or die trying UPDATE: finished on 2026-01-13
I’ll post a second drawing, a remake of sorts, featuring the same original character on 2026-12-31 to act as comparison, because progress needs to be measured somehow.
With that needlessly long first post out of the way, let’s get this thing started.





























